Sunday, January 09, 2005

How am I supposed to feel?

Well, my dad's been gone since Friday morning. I've been watching TV, out getting food and "stuff" (anime, magazines, a haircut) and am about to go up to visit a friend and fix her computer.

I know I said I was looking forward to being relieved about my dad's passing, and I am, but shouldn't I still be a little upset? Or something? I mean, I left work Friday barely holding it together, but I managed to most of the way home. I talked with family a little, but haven't called since then (and yes, I should, and probably will.)

But I don't seem to be upset. I'm going back to work tomorrow, and am going to sit there for several hours listening to people whine, on a lousy shift (7-4 - yeah, for someone who hates waking up early for the 5 AM shift, why am I complaining?) and will probably be just friggin' fine.

Is this normal?

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